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You have to be strong to hold a grudge. Even stronger for letting it go, and even stronger to forgive them.
And although forgiveness is very hard, it is necessary. Holding onto anger and old hurts hardens your heart and hurts only you.
And although forgiveness is very hard, it is necessary. Holding onto anger and old hurts hardens your heart and hurts only you.
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well then...
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it's been a while since i've logged on here. so much crap has happened since my last login. I feel like i must tell you so you'll know why i was not online as much.
I had a fallout with an old friend. We fought, he blocked me. I'm over it. I'm sure he is too.
But things he said made me want to be a better person.
So I've been working on that. The temper issue being the main thing. It's improved XD
Since that though I've made a TON of new friends. Most of them being online but we talk everyday.
They're a supportive group of people so if ranting or crying happens, someone is always trying to cheer the other up. And we all play minecraft together so we have fun things to do. We call ourselves the Derp Squad. Don't laugh.
I'm on better terms with my father.
as well as my boyfriend.
I've gotten to where i'm too lazy to actually get all dolled up like i use to. I mainly wear jeans and a t-shirt. anything comfortable really.
I don't post as many self photos either. (that was one thing that the old friend said about me that i wanted to also change)
I do post a lot of random crap on Instagram though.
all in all, you could say i'm happy now.
Life's not perfect but it's not bad.
so if i don't end up logging back online i'm probably busy. I'm still going to use DA to favorite stuff. though if you want to still talk you can get ahold of me on ask.fm or twitter. Just look up My username.
I had a fallout with an old friend. We fought, he blocked me. I'm over it. I'm sure he is too.
But things he said made me want to be a better person.
So I've been working on that. The temper issue being the main thing. It's improved XD
Since that though I've made a TON of new friends. Most of them being online but we talk everyday.
They're a supportive group of people so if ranting or crying happens, someone is always trying to cheer the other up. And we all play minecraft together so we have fun things to do. We call ourselves the Derp Squad. Don't laugh.
I'm on better terms with my father.
as well as my boyfriend.
I've gotten to where i'm too lazy to actually get all dolled up like i use to. I mainly wear jeans and a t-shirt. anything comfortable really.
I don't post as many self photos either. (that was one thing that the old friend said about me that i wanted to also change)
I do post a lot of random crap on Instagram though.
all in all, you could say i'm happy now.
Life's not perfect but it's not bad.
so if i don't end up logging back online i'm probably busy. I'm still going to use DA to favorite stuff. though if you want to still talk you can get ahold of me on ask.fm or twitter. Just look up My username.
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I Apologize
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I will not be posting any Sarah or Bella swan cosplays anytime soon unless things calm down.
I just lost my mother to COPD on Feb. 19th 2013. She was 60 years old Believe it or not ((i was an unexpected tumor/baby at her Not-so-ripe age of 40 o.o; ))
My father and i are trying to get things straightened out so life can go back to normal for us. We're suppose to be getting internet for our house soon so when we finally get everything figured out, cosplays will continue!
I just lost my mother to COPD on Feb. 19th 2013. She was 60 years old Believe it or not ((i was an unexpected tumor/baby at her Not-so-ripe age of 40 o.o; ))
My father and i are trying to get things straightened out so life can go back to normal for us. We're suppose to be getting internet for our house soon so when we finally get everything figured out, cosplays will continue!
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Askin' All Them Questions.
9 min read
I totally stole this from Mary.
1: Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
Closed.
2: Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?
I've only done that once. o.o;
3: Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out?
Out.
4: Have you ever stolen a street sign before?
Nope, but i've watched someone steal my street's sign.
5: Do you like to use post-it notes?
No. They're annoying!
6: Do you cut out coupons but then never use them?
No.
7: Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees?
Um.. Bear?
8: Do you have freckles?
No.
9: Do you always smile for pictures?
Only when i'm forced to.
10: What is your biggest pet peeve?
Wesley's (my choir teacher) cow licks. His untamed cow licks drive me insane and he won't let anyone fix them…If that even counts as a pet peeve.
11: Do you ever count your steps when you walk?
Not really.
12: Have you ever peed in the woods?
No. Ew.
13: What about pooped in the woods?
EW NO! THAT'S NASTY! i don't wanna catch something out in the woods. are you crazy?
14: Do you ever dance even if theres no music playing?
Yes. I do that usually when i cook. It has resulted in my mother thinking i'm insane.
15: Do you chew your pens and pencils?
I have a habit of chewing on the caps of pens.
16: How many people have you slept with this week?
None.
17: What size is your bed?
Micro sized. My butt hangs off of the side the majority of the time.
18: What is your Song of the week?
The Name of The Game- Abba
19: Is it okay for guys to wear pink?
I don't see anything wrong with it.
20: Do you still watch cartoons?
Yes. I'm not ashamed of that at all. I REGRET NOTHING!
21: Whats your least favorite movie?
Rent.
22: Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some?
That's classified.
23: What do you drink with dinner?
Milk- depending on the meal. Dr. Pepper the majority of the time.
24: What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
BBQ.
25: What is your favorite food?
Pot roast. o.o;
26: What movies could you watch over and over and still love?
Labyrinth, CATS, Finding Nemo & Xanadu.
27: Last person you kissed/kissed you?
My boyfriend Matthew.
28: Were you ever a boy/girl scout?
I was a girl scout. I Hated it because i was forced into it. I was also lazy and didn't sell cookies. Girl scouts did not interest me at all.
29: Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?
No.
30: When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?
a LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG time ago.
31: Can you change the oil on a car?
Nope.
32: Ever gotten a speeding ticket?
Nope. I don't drive yet.
33: Ever ran out of gas?
Nope.
34: Favorite kind of sandwich?
Subways sweet onion chicken teriyaki with american cheese, onions and sweet onion sauce.
35: Best thing to eat for breakfast?
Ihops new york styled cheesecake pancakes. D:
36: What is your usual bedtime?
Whenever i feel like going to bed.
37: Are you lazy?
o.o; …..Maybe
38: When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween?
My mother never let me dress are dark stuff. I honestly don't remember any of my old halloween costumes. i still dress up for halloween though!
39: What is your Chinese astrological sign?
A Monkey.
40: How many languages can you speak?
English, teenager, Sarcasm…Yeah that's about it.
41: Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
No.
42: Which are better legos or lincoln logs?
Legos. They make good weapons for people that try to ninja into my room. If you leave them on the floor, people end up stepping on them. >
43: Are you stubborn?
Yes. Very.
44: Who is better…Leno or Letterman?
Letterman i guess.
45: Ever watch soap operas?
No.
46: Are you afraid of heights?
Yes!
47: Do you sing in the car?
Yes.
48: Do you sing in the shower?
Yes, all the time.
49: Do you dance in the car?
Every single day.
50: Ever used a gun?
Nope. I'm scared of them
51: Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
March i think. For senior pictures.
52: Do you think musicals are cheesy?
No. I LOVE musicals..except rent.
53: Is Christmas stressful?
Yes. My birthday is on the 23rd. That makes Christmas very stressful. Plus, my family is nuts.
54: Ever eat a pierogi?
a What?
55: Favorite type of fruit pie?
Apple with a big scoop of ice cream on top! D:
56: Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
I wanted to be a Vet. I love animals. But then at 12 i found the Doodlebops and i started to sing & dance more. I found out that i was good at it and changed my occupation to Singer,Dancer & actress.
57: Do you believe in ghosts?
Yes. o.o;
58: Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
Yes.
59: Take a vitamin daily?
I use to take Hannah Montana gummy vitamins. I guess i don't need them any more.
60: Wear slippers?
Boots. Yes.
61: Wear a bath robe?
Nope.
62: What do you wear to bed?
Pajama Pants and a T-shirt.
63: First concert?
Never been to one.
64: Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
Wal-Mart.
65: Nike or Adidas?
Nike.
66: Cheetos Or Fritos?
Flaming HOT Cheetos Bitch.
67: Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
I'm slightly allergic to nuts and i hate sunflower seeds.
68: Ever hear of the group Tres Bien?
Who?
69: Ever take dance lessons?
Yup.
70: Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?
Possibly a Choir/Drama Teacher.
71: Can you curl your tongue?
Yes.
72:Ever won a spelling bee?
No.
73: Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
Yup.
74: Own any record albums?
My mother does.
75: Own a record player?
Mom does.
76: Regularly burn incense?
No. But my boyfriend does.
77: Ever been in love?
Yessss. D:
78: Who would you like to see in concert?
The Doodlebops. I've waited 7 years DAMNIT!
79: What was the last concert you saw?
-_- haven't we been over this?
80: Hot tea or cold tea?
Hot when i'm singing around the house and my throat bothers me. Cold when i'm at Matthews house.
81: Tea or coffee?
Coffee. But i keep Earl Gray Around the house.
82: Sugar or snickerdoodles?
Sugar….But i eat snickerdoodles too.
83: Can you swim well?
I swim okay. I'm not a fish.
84: Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
Yes.
85: Are you patient?
Depends on the situation, But usually, NO.
86: DJ or band, at a wedding?
CAN'T I HAVE BOTH!?!?
87: Ever won a contest?
Yes, a drawing contest…for a church party..years ago…when i went to church. o.o;
88: Ever have plastic surgery?
Never have and never will.
89: Which are better black or green olives?
Ew. Black, but only on pizza.
90: Can you knit or crochet?
No.
91: Best room for a fireplace?
The living room..But i wouldn't mind having one in my bed room.
92: Do you want to get married?
Maybe………………………………………………………..
93: If married, how long have you been married?
Well, i was married to spongebob for a few years but i left him for perry the platypuss.
94: Who was your HS crush?
THAT'S VERY VERY VERY CLASSIFIED! I still have so many feels for him.
95: Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way?
No. Not really.
96: Do you have kids?
I have a few in high school. (By the way, i miss you guys!) The rest of my children have paws.
97: Do you want kids?
I don't think anyone wants Mini Me's running around. o.o;
98: Whats your favorite color?
Purple!
99: Do you miss anyone right now?
YES! *sobs* D:
1: Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
Closed.
2: Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?
I've only done that once. o.o;
3: Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out?
Out.
4: Have you ever stolen a street sign before?
Nope, but i've watched someone steal my street's sign.
5: Do you like to use post-it notes?
No. They're annoying!
6: Do you cut out coupons but then never use them?
No.
7: Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees?
Um.. Bear?
8: Do you have freckles?
No.
9: Do you always smile for pictures?
Only when i'm forced to.
10: What is your biggest pet peeve?
Wesley's (my choir teacher) cow licks. His untamed cow licks drive me insane and he won't let anyone fix them…If that even counts as a pet peeve.
11: Do you ever count your steps when you walk?
Not really.
12: Have you ever peed in the woods?
No. Ew.
13: What about pooped in the woods?
EW NO! THAT'S NASTY! i don't wanna catch something out in the woods. are you crazy?
14: Do you ever dance even if theres no music playing?
Yes. I do that usually when i cook. It has resulted in my mother thinking i'm insane.
15: Do you chew your pens and pencils?
I have a habit of chewing on the caps of pens.
16: How many people have you slept with this week?
None.
17: What size is your bed?
Micro sized. My butt hangs off of the side the majority of the time.
18: What is your Song of the week?
The Name of The Game- Abba
19: Is it okay for guys to wear pink?
I don't see anything wrong with it.
20: Do you still watch cartoons?
Yes. I'm not ashamed of that at all. I REGRET NOTHING!
21: Whats your least favorite movie?
Rent.
22: Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some?
That's classified.
23: What do you drink with dinner?
Milk- depending on the meal. Dr. Pepper the majority of the time.
24: What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
BBQ.
25: What is your favorite food?
Pot roast. o.o;
26: What movies could you watch over and over and still love?
Labyrinth, CATS, Finding Nemo & Xanadu.
27: Last person you kissed/kissed you?
My boyfriend Matthew.
28: Were you ever a boy/girl scout?
I was a girl scout. I Hated it because i was forced into it. I was also lazy and didn't sell cookies. Girl scouts did not interest me at all.
29: Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?
No.
30: When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?
a LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG time ago.
31: Can you change the oil on a car?
Nope.
32: Ever gotten a speeding ticket?
Nope. I don't drive yet.
33: Ever ran out of gas?
Nope.
34: Favorite kind of sandwich?
Subways sweet onion chicken teriyaki with american cheese, onions and sweet onion sauce.
35: Best thing to eat for breakfast?
Ihops new york styled cheesecake pancakes. D:
36: What is your usual bedtime?
Whenever i feel like going to bed.
37: Are you lazy?
o.o; …..Maybe
38: When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween?
My mother never let me dress are dark stuff. I honestly don't remember any of my old halloween costumes. i still dress up for halloween though!
39: What is your Chinese astrological sign?
A Monkey.
40: How many languages can you speak?
English, teenager, Sarcasm…Yeah that's about it.
41: Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
No.
42: Which are better legos or lincoln logs?
Legos. They make good weapons for people that try to ninja into my room. If you leave them on the floor, people end up stepping on them. >
43: Are you stubborn?
Yes. Very.
44: Who is better…Leno or Letterman?
Letterman i guess.
45: Ever watch soap operas?
No.
46: Are you afraid of heights?
Yes!
47: Do you sing in the car?
Yes.
48: Do you sing in the shower?
Yes, all the time.
49: Do you dance in the car?
Every single day.
50: Ever used a gun?
Nope. I'm scared of them
51: Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
March i think. For senior pictures.
52: Do you think musicals are cheesy?
No. I LOVE musicals..except rent.
53: Is Christmas stressful?
Yes. My birthday is on the 23rd. That makes Christmas very stressful. Plus, my family is nuts.
54: Ever eat a pierogi?
a What?
55: Favorite type of fruit pie?
Apple with a big scoop of ice cream on top! D:
56: Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
I wanted to be a Vet. I love animals. But then at 12 i found the Doodlebops and i started to sing & dance more. I found out that i was good at it and changed my occupation to Singer,Dancer & actress.
57: Do you believe in ghosts?
Yes. o.o;
58: Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
Yes.
59: Take a vitamin daily?
I use to take Hannah Montana gummy vitamins. I guess i don't need them any more.
60: Wear slippers?
Boots. Yes.
61: Wear a bath robe?
Nope.
62: What do you wear to bed?
Pajama Pants and a T-shirt.
63: First concert?
Never been to one.
64: Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
Wal-Mart.
65: Nike or Adidas?
Nike.
66: Cheetos Or Fritos?
Flaming HOT Cheetos Bitch.
67: Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
I'm slightly allergic to nuts and i hate sunflower seeds.
68: Ever hear of the group Tres Bien?
Who?
69: Ever take dance lessons?
Yup.
70: Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?
Possibly a Choir/Drama Teacher.
71: Can you curl your tongue?
Yes.
72:Ever won a spelling bee?
No.
73: Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
Yup.
74: Own any record albums?
My mother does.
75: Own a record player?
Mom does.
76: Regularly burn incense?
No. But my boyfriend does.
77: Ever been in love?
Yessss. D:
78: Who would you like to see in concert?
The Doodlebops. I've waited 7 years DAMNIT!
79: What was the last concert you saw?
-_- haven't we been over this?
80: Hot tea or cold tea?
Hot when i'm singing around the house and my throat bothers me. Cold when i'm at Matthews house.
81: Tea or coffee?
Coffee. But i keep Earl Gray Around the house.
82: Sugar or snickerdoodles?
Sugar….But i eat snickerdoodles too.
83: Can you swim well?
I swim okay. I'm not a fish.
84: Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
Yes.
85: Are you patient?
Depends on the situation, But usually, NO.
86: DJ or band, at a wedding?
CAN'T I HAVE BOTH!?!?
87: Ever won a contest?
Yes, a drawing contest…for a church party..years ago…when i went to church. o.o;
88: Ever have plastic surgery?
Never have and never will.
89: Which are better black or green olives?
Ew. Black, but only on pizza.
90: Can you knit or crochet?
No.
91: Best room for a fireplace?
The living room..But i wouldn't mind having one in my bed room.
92: Do you want to get married?
Maybe………………………………………………………..
93: If married, how long have you been married?
Well, i was married to spongebob for a few years but i left him for perry the platypuss.
94: Who was your HS crush?
THAT'S VERY VERY VERY CLASSIFIED! I still have so many feels for him.
95: Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way?
No. Not really.
96: Do you have kids?
I have a few in high school. (By the way, i miss you guys!) The rest of my children have paws.
97: Do you want kids?
I don't think anyone wants Mini Me's running around. o.o;
98: Whats your favorite color?
Purple!
99: Do you miss anyone right now?
YES! *sobs* D:
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